I made a minor mistake at work and I was too scared to fess up to it and the entire time I was scared I would be found out but honestly it wasn’t even that big of a deal but who cares because I was still worried as hell for no reason and hyperventilating and at the end of the day it didn’t even matter
And I hadn’t even finished studying for all four of my final exams tomorrow so I was also spazzing out about that and basically I can’t give myself a break in life
Petition to make finals illegal
denied. also you have 24 hours to pick a more family-friendly url
I had a bad dream last night, and it triggered some memories from my PTSD which I’ve already recovered from. I woke up extremely groggy and panicked, so I skipped out on church.
This was my perfect opportunity to get a head start on studying.
But my anxiety was so bad, that I laid in bed while reading articles. Then I came across some really disturbing things that the government does, and I dug in too deep, and got slightly depressed. Then I ran across other disturbing things unrelated to the government. wtf ok.
So basically I wasted several hours doing nothing due to my anxiety, and ended up depressed and paranoid in the process. I feel so unaccomplished. I have four finals, and I’ve only studied for two so far. I really do feel like a failure. *sighs*